Am I ready? Well, maybe. I don't really know the answer to that question. Who knows if it's even possible to be fully ready for an adventure like this one. Regardless, I will try my hardest because, for the next two years, it is my duty to put my whole heart into the mission. I know there will be rough times ahead, and I may even subject myself to questioning whether I made the right choice. I find many helpful answers in the preparation tools that the church has created for new missionaries. Specifically the resource booklet "Adjusting to Missionary Life." A great excerpt from this booklet says:
"Develop an attitude of gratitude. Focus for a few
minutes every day on what is right, good, and positive
about yourself and the calling you’ve received."
On the days where I get doors slammed in my face and I start to miss my family and friends, it will be important to keep in mind the things that I should be grateful for. This even works outside the mission field. Counting our blessings may make the difference between having a horrible day or a great day. While I do have my little fears here and there, I am trusting in myself and trusting in the Lord to lead and guide me every day. In the end, the service and life-changing experiences will all be worth the time.
I'll finish here and say thank you to everyone who has gotten me to this point; including family, friends, teachers, leaders, and everyone else. Missions change people, and I am looking forward to the new adventures I'll have outside of my comfort zone in Southern Utah. As C.S. Lewis said:
"There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind."
Adios for dos!
-Elder John Michael Taylor Jr.
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